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No synonym of sad can match the degree I'm feeling. I wonder what have I been doing for the past semester. Doing probably isn't enough, understanding is paramount... Shitty results, forever, adding on to the fact that I failed the TP test exactly a week ago, with 42 demerit points. Awarded like there's no tomorrow. Talking about the tester makes my blood boil. Haven't really peruse the test slip after so many days. Escaping from reality I guess. Man, things just aren't going right...
A thought: Actually I'm wasting my parents' money for sending me to college. Yes, there are many things that bring frustrations other than the grades themselves. Shall stop here. Grumbling here doesn't help.
Finished watching 4 seasons of Game of Thrones. Greatest accomplishment of the month (Pathetic). Porn throughout the series, just not very hardcore ones. And gore, lots of them: decapitation, swords through skulls, necks and chests... And magic and mythical creatures. And slaves, knights, and lords. And plots, wits, trust, betrayal. So many elements, that's why this show is exciting. Favourite parts in season 4 episodes 3 and 6. A highborn dwarf(sad enough) named Tyrion , saved the city against a siege by coming up with a brilliant plan. Later, he was maligned to have committed regicide, and all the people believed he was the culprit. Lines that touched me:
Pod (Tyrion's squire): A man, I didn't know his face, he came to ask if I'd testify against you. Said I'd be named Ser Podrick Payne, if I told the judges you'd bought a poison called the Strangler
Tyrion: Ser Podrick Payne, has a nice ring to it. What did you tell him?
Pod: I didn't tell him anything
Tyrion: Are you going to accept their offer?
Pod: My lord...
Tyrion: Testifying against me wasn't a suggestion. If they can't tempt you with honey, they'll choose something less sweet
Pod: You've been good to me, my lord
Tyrion: Pod, the trial's in a fortnight. They'll want an answer before that
Pod: I already gave them an answer, my lord
Tyrion: I will not have you dying on my behalf, do you hear me? If I have to take that long walk to the executioner's block, I don't want to see your head already mounted
Pod: My lord
Tyrion: Pod, I am giving you an order. Go find my brother, tell him I need him. And get yourself out of King's Landing, before it's too late. Pod! This is farewell... There has never lived a more loyal squire.

Tyrion (at the trail): I saved you. I saved this city. And your worthless lives. I should have let Stannis kill you all. Yes, father, I'm guilty. Guilty - is that what you want to hear?
"You admit you poisoned the king?"
No, of that I'm innocent. I'm guilty of a far more monstrous crime. I'm guilty of being a dwarf. I've been on trial for that my entire life. I did not kill Joffrey, but I wish that I had. Watching your vicious bastard die gave me more relief than a thousand lying whores. I wish I was the monster you think I am. I wish I had enough poison for the whole pack of you. I would gladly give my life to watch you all swallow it.

Sad... And well, life goes on, right?

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