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Dear Jun Wei,
It's the beginning of another arduous week. Perhaps a week even tougher to bear. You are going to find out how you've fared for two modules. You know the results are going to be trashy, but nevertheless, you are still going to be dealt a blow when you receive your ridiculous scripts. It's akin to reopening a wound. Yes you can go ahead and cry, but that won't change anything. What's been done is done. You only have yourself to blame. Endure the humiliation that will be inevitably hoisted to your ignominious results. Have a taste of the consequences of your stupidity. Then again, maybe it's not entirely your fault. You need blessings, you need some divine intervention to assist you, and hopefully they come to you, soon.

Poor soul. I see your mind in a turmoil. Frustrations stemming from academia, interpersonal relationships, and health. Tossing and turning in bed, with the stuffy weather exacerbating your sleeplessness. Life's so tough you aren't sure how to be a human anymore. Dreading to go to school shows your weakness to face challenges. Shameful results don't mean you just give up now. Words, people sometimes mean it, people sometimes don't. You don't have to take everything seriously. You cause misery to yourself by investing too much or too little devotion. I can't tell you exactly what should be the balance, it's perhaps a lifelong quest for you to find out. Yes there are people who care for you, but it's best if you can rely on yourself. Everyone has problems, to each their own. For things that seemingly only affect you, just shoulder them on your own. Stop brooding over trivialities that mean nothing but troubles. For things beyond your control, let them go. Just like health. What can you do except to try your best in taking your of yourself. Illnesses, whatever, if they should come, they will come.

Life now isn't in a very good state, but hope you'll find the strength to tide over the daily drudgery.

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