Don't Feel Right

Booking in in a few hours' time. Having this strong sense of reluctance. It's all in the mind, but mental stuff can be the hardest to overcome. Gotta take it with an open mind and not give myself this mental torture every week.
Anyway, I just read a small bit of my past posts. 2008 ones. To my horror I discovered so many grammatical errors. I mean, to err is human but what the, I narrated an event that has passed using present tense. Reading back some posts makes me laugh. So kiddy. If only I could turn back the clock and make some changes to things. Hmm...